2 posts tagged “dream”

"The rumors of my death have been greatly exaggerated" --Mark Twain

Sorry I haven't written for a while.  I lost my motivation and then I had nothing to say.  Literally.
Nothing.
At all.

It sucked.

I hate how I get inspired to do things I don't have the skills for.  I want to create music.  I want to create art and writings that will touch people.  

Yesterday, the weather decided to hate.  It was pouring rain so I was on the bus, soaked.  Earlier it had been 6 degrees Celsius and so I was dressed for the better weather.  Then the rain turned to snow and I had a headache.  So anyway, I was feeling miserable and glitching.  So I decided to listen to music.  And then it was insane.  Open eye visuals.  I wasn't on anything, but I was seeing stuff.  And... I was inspired by a song by BT to make an animation to it.  And I had an entire story board done up in my head.  It was mostly muted sepia tones, and consisted primarily of warfare.  I just keep remembering this soldier running toward the viewer, then jumping as a shell goes off behind him.  My visuals shifted to an ariel view of a circuit board and the sepia tone was gone.  Blue crackles of electricity coursed through it.
So apparently I'm unable to escape electronics class, even when I am on the bus.
I can't escape work either.  Last night I dreamt.  Two separate dreams actually.  One was odd because instead of being in it... I was watching... which made sense actually since the dream was an episode of Futurama.  I may tell you all that one later, I'm not sure.  But the other dream was about work.  I was scheduled for one hour which was odd.  And I was wearing pajamas.  And the manager talked to me about that.  Both managers were there.  The back room was huge and full of shiny new equipment.  The fish department had a new employee who actually worked.  Those stupid dairy guys were messing with our new equipment and I yelled at them.  There was a blue nintendo Wii logo on the wall.  And one of the things I had to bring in was 'octal potatoes'.  It was odd.  Oh, I also had my laptop bag there and the strap broke.

ARGGGGGGGGGGG.... http://www.behringer.com/BCD2000/index.cfm?lang=ENG I WANT. PLZ PLZ PLZ.  MUST HAVE.  Anyone know of similar/cheaper alternatives (this one is over $200CDN).
MUST BE PATIENT... OMFG... JUST WAIT FOR THAT BONUS... ;_;
Gonna blow my bonus on a subwoofer and I dunno.  But definitely need a subwoofer or I will die from bass withdrawal.

Apparently, either IRC on my phone or gmail is still costing money.  Not much because the data transfer with either is incredibly low.  Seems the only thing that costs nothing is the text messaging.  Oh well.

I remember now why I stopped taking that stuff.

I decided to take my sleeping medication so I would be unable to stay up late and so I'd get more sleep and thus not be tired.

It was interesting to say the least.

As I looked around my room, still awake but half dreaming, I watched the walls become red and dissolve, melting into lava.  For some reason, the room was filled with blue pulses of data.  It was awe-inspiring and yet somewhat disconcerting at the same time.  I didn't even feel myself slip away into sleep.

The dream:

I looked around, not sure where I was, though I felt like I had been there before.  There was something... an assembly or dance of some sort... seemed like in a gymnasium.  There were a lot of cute girls there.  Suddenly I felt an arm around my shoulder.  A girl dressed in a pink hoody was at my side.  She had fair skin and blond hair, and she was slender.  I didn't know her, but it really didn't matter to me.  I put my arm around her waist.  She seemed somewhat surprised.  We talked a bit and we decided to go somewhere more private.  We went into the girls bathroom, which was amusing because of some of the dirty looks I got from the females already in there.  I suppose one or two of them yelled at me but again, at the time, I didn't care.  I wrapped my arms around her, holding her close and pressing my body firmly against hers.  She was pressed against one of the brick walls, painted a sort of bluish eggshell color.  She felt so soft and warm, and I pressed my lips against hers as she held me tightly and kissed me back.  My hands were inside that soft, cute hoody of hers and they were caressing her back as my lips hungrily kissed hers.  

I wish I could remember the rest, if there was any more, but the next thing I remember was the scenery changing.  The scenery was bits of Deus Ex and Deus Ex: Invisible War.  So now I'm suddenly in a FPS, blue arcs of electricity shooting from the damaged Universal Constructor.  Why I was there is beyond me, but I must have been JC Denton or something.  There was a very cyberpunk feel to this part of the dream.  Very Neuromancer.  

Anyway, I was probably supposed to solve a puzzle or shoot someone but... 

that girl

was there

and I was making out with her.

Even though there were sparks everywhere and the lighting was dim

her tongue and mine.

Even though there was danger

I was with her

and nothing else mattered

just us

and our passion

Then of course, people kept coming in and shaking me, trying to wake me up.

I tried to go back to sleep but to no avail. The dream was gone.  I rarely dream.  Or if I do, I rarely remember it.  But this dream was so real.  Was so tempting.  It was quite possibly one of the greatest dreams I ever had.  ...I can still almost feel her... almost taste her.  *sighs wistfully*

And so now, I'm in my micro design class (AKA Digital Fundamentals).

I ended up sleeping in too much and missed the morning.  The bus system was very inefficient and I had some time downtown so I stopped by the book store and picked up a copy of some magazines (mac addict, shonen jump, 2600 quarterly, and linux pro magazine).  This will give me something to read for a while.

Oh, and the phone situation is taken care of.  They misrepresented the information and they agreed to pay the ~$6000 data transfer fees.

I also took more city photos.