2 posts tagged “exhausted”

Halloween... *yawn* I'm so tired.  Thirsty too.

You know when you have a best friend and you love talking to her and simply hearing her voice can make a completely detestable day become wonderful, and then things happen and you can't talk to them much... well... it sucks and makes me sad, but I'll be ok.  

Can't remember the last time I had a day off, the last time I got to sleep in.  ...shit, just remembered I promised a friend I'd go to his house tonight.  

I messed around with my phone.  I can now use it to connect my mac to the internet.  I should have stayed home today to sleep.  

...z.z zzzZZZ

Something awesome happened yesterday.  I was showing my deviantArt to a friend and he went, "oh, you like that guys art too? He has some good stuff."  I was shocked and said, "lol, that's me".  lol, I really never expected to meet anyone that liked my art in real life.  

So many people are being very loving and I like that.  I love it when I can just relax and be myself.  I'm very affectionate and loving... it's just how I am.  I have such awesome friends.

My midterm went ok.  Although I've really not been getting nearly enough sleep, I still managed to be awake during most of it.  Fell asleep a few times and scribbled a bit.  But got a 75% on the test.  I was very surprised.

Still tossing around the videoblog idea.  I'll likely make atleast one.  

My rail of IC's came in.  25 quad NAND gates, 14 dip.  Breadboard fun is imminent. 

Finished my programming lab this morning on the bus.  Still trying to catch up with the rest of my assignments.  It's getting so hard to wake up these mornings.  I really need to catch up on sleep.  Apparently, I need to work on time management.  

Now for slightly negative musings:

It pisses me off so much. My job, that is.  I work harder, but they only care when I mess up or don't work hard enough.  And because of my job, I'm busy when my friends are free.  And when I'm free, my friends are busy.  And none of my 'in real life' friends are in to cuddling.  Or hugging.  Or being spontaneous.  I need some physical contact.

And some people need to have good days.  But they have bad ones.  They deserve so much better.  I hope things become better for them.  

Communication is so important to me.  I could really use some good conversation.  Or even just rambling, I love talking on the phone/skype for hours.  

I am so very tired.  I think I may nap for the rest of this class.

Talk to you guys later. <3